Goodbye...Take Two

I posted on my blog after I said I was done. I did it primarily because someone wrote a flattering comment asking me to come back. Who doesn't want to hear that a complete stranger is seeking you out on the Web and doesn't want to stalk you?

But I don't think that I can come back. I started this blog for a specific purpose and I've attained my goal. Ex no longer takes up space in my life. He will always be a part of my memory and time will tell if he becomes part of my life in another capacity. But I've truly exorcised his demon. I rarely talk to him. I never see him. I'm dating a great guy who is SO not Ex. I'm madly in love with my new apartment and I'm happy about it. I'm in such a good place, I've ended my relationship with my therapist. Next month will be my last month with her.

I just don't see the need for this anymore. Maybe someday I'll start another blog with a different goal...but I'm done with this one.

So sorry to tease you with the promise of more posts, but there really isn't any more to say.

Ex Has a Website

Long time no talk to. I said that I would print out this blog and then remove it...but I haven't. I like to read old posts to remind myself of the pain whenever I feel twinges of Ex. Maybe I will destroy it for New Year's.

Like today. I found out that Ex has set up a website for his new business. He didn't tell me that directly of course, I just noticed his email had a new address. His website was something that I would have known about once upon a time. That is something I would have helped him do.

My life is moving on at quite a quick clip. More about that in another post. But aren't I greedy? The fact that his life is doing the same makes me want to reach out to him.

I don't love him anymore, but sometimes I miss him.